This blog is created by a group of autistic, non-verbal, friends who point to a letter board or type to "talk". We share our thoughts, ideas, dreams, and talents here. Please read our mission statement and posts to see why speaking is overrated.
"This blog exists to amplify the often unheard voices of its non-speaking authors, both as individuals and autistics....
In a mesmerizing lasting summer hour
Resting on a sleepy star
Hastened, wearing purple masks
Some thoughts on who we really are
Seeds of golden ageless trees
Dreams of painted destinies
Thoughts of river, rain and stars
Wonder who we really are.
Caring Connections
Opportunity to Grow
Melding Minds
Making Friends
Understanding Self and Others
No Judgement
Inquiry
Trusted Guides
“You Are IN!”
Sometimes I wonder what is love.
Is it a flower’s happy song?
Is it a ringing growth of trees?
Is it a charming trill of birds
Awaking beautiful sunrise?
Is it an ocean morning waves
That whisper peacefully and nice?
Is it a smile on your face,
Or holding hands, or darling eyes?
Sometimes I wonder what is love.
Is it a friendly mother’s voice?
Her soothing song, her wise advice,
Her words of love to memorize.
Is it a warm, comforting home
Stored in your heart?
When times are rough, come back,
And worries of the day
Will disappear sure enough.
Sometimes I wonder what is love.
Love dwells in every word above.
Hi friends! When I wrote an article with my dad last fall about my journey, I was asked to write a bit about myself for a video. I wanted to share this with you to give you more insight into my life. Thank you!
If you knew what I know
You wouldn't despair
You would let go
And ease
You must not let
Hurt and angst
Wound you
Callous indifference
Pierce you
Worry consume you
The lack of friends, milestones
Jarring harsh truths
Consume you
It all eases in its own way
We all come with our own unique story
Some call it destiny
But I have learnt
To be in the moment
Not expect or control the outcomes
Is that what maturity is
Need story notes, brain is fried
Neurotic stray ideas have dried
Should it be a love glow?
Should it be a death blow?
Can you put a twist?
Can you hide a tryst?
Will it happen in a manor?
Will it play in a banner?
Does our curse lives on tomorrow?
Does the girl have time to borrow?
What seeds rise from the fire?
What races survive the mire?
When will the story end?
Before it begins or when I hit send?
On a previous post, you saw some of our spellers' reflections on our friend Devon's spirituality documentary. For those who would be interested in seeing it for yourselves, the link is attached below. It is an amazing watch and I am sure you will be as moved by it as much as we were!
February 25th, 2026
I’m sitting and thinking and wondering something strange.
If a magical man came to wash my autism away,
Would I let him? I’m not so sure I would.
I think many might let him, if they could.
But mine is a flying sparrow that is loving and sweet.
It means a lot to be given special gifts that are a treat.
I sing with my mom and I read with my dad.
So much time together that I wouldn’t have had.
I have so many friends in so many places.
A group of angels with familiar, kind faces.
I appreciate studying and reading is a wonder.
I sometimes think that maybe autism isn’t a blunder.
I wouldn’t have all of this if I had a typical mind.
I might not sit and really listen and I might not have time,
To share all of my thoughts and paint the world with colors so bold,
I might not appreciate nature and be in a hurry to get old.
I might be silly and maybe I’m just plain wrong,
But I think autism is the heart and melody of my most magnificent song.
These spirituality reflections are in response to a spirituality documentary by our friend, Devon
Aiden-I find most majestic peace in nature
Nadia-Nature and ancestors are where spirit dances me
Fox-Do make the best of being in nature, it's good for mind and body
Brielle-God loves us quietly. We are all a family.
Brynn-I feel very strongly that God has a purpose for all of our lives. Life is a beautiful gift and I am blessed
Thomas-I have prayed in nature
Devon-If I could add one more thing it would be that spirituality is in everything even in inanimate objects
Pablo-Want to say that spirituality has to touch every moment that I live. It is in understanding and friends and good food and prayer and music. I am a spiritual being
Aulton-It's hard to explain, but taking a note from Devon, I would say God shows us love through his creations including everything in nature and all of our blessings. My relationship with Him is personal and sacred.
Quince-I would have talked about so nice that I can make my body run. I feel true freedom from my disability when I run
Miller-Calling on all Speller's to show the world that love is silent. I love to silently show that love isn't loud. God hears all we have to say and so do those that love us.
Dear World - Dear Society,
I’m not interested in your games.
I sit and I love my life, and every day is the same.
I don’t pay attention to all you have to say.
I read, I walk, I drink my tea,
And that is my own rebellious way.
I don’t care to hear opinions and all the banter is insane.
I paint, I hear music, I drink more tea,
And that is my own rebellious way.
I’m sitting and I’m dreaming of a world without chaos and strife.
I’m giggling because this is my world, my rebellious way, my life.
By: Miller Laffoon
November 18, 2025
The morning brings pale yellow light into my room
Later and later each day
It’s like a slow motion film
It’s quiet and has soft edges
It’s a little fuzzy and feels hazy but so comfortable
I can sleep a minute more
Each day. When I dream I never wake
I open my eyes and I can tell it is fall
Lyla has learned the Fate of Ophelia and is singing it
It’s a beautiful lesson for a young woman
Elodie is still steadily breathing a calming feeling
For her, and it gathers air into my lungs
I notice a new light in the hall
The front door is open, caroling with the patterns
Of a changing season and a cool breeze
These sneaking wisps of sound
Make a hymn. The girls hustle around, plant kisses
On my forehead and it’s quiet again
Mom chats with me while I get ready
She reminds me of the date, our schedule, and reads
The weather. Last week we had a big
Ferociously glorious storm, but each day since,
Mom laments No rain today
Dad, though, rushes in and says loudly
With relief, Aulton it is raining, come outside
I hurry, there is one tiny cloud, a soft shiny one
Right above my house. It spills over my mind,
Mists over my heart, and sprinkles
My soul with a miracle. It only lasted a few minutes
But God made me my own cloud today
And I will never forget this goodness that
Is kindness in the form of pure water
I’m delighted mom helps me change my thinking
I need help remembering life
Is hard, however it is human instinct
To overthink my lack
Of control. Everyone loses control sometimes
My instinct is to go back
To childhood how I
Was bullied
God’s quiet help
Overcame his voice
Higher than the bullies
More numinous than human children
Emotions take me back
To that playground long ago
I limit my eating living in the painful past
When I’m dysregulated I hear their ridicule
Equal to hearing my own judgment
I honestly listen longer to them
Than to god. I need to make my mind
Nicer to me. Mind controls emotion.
I need to listen to god.
No man is higher than god.
What I Have Noticed
A common misconception about autistics is that because of our apraxia we are non-thinking and also incapable of learning. While this subject is near and dear to my heart, I would like to bring another issue to people's attention. The condition is Chronic Lyricosis and it affects thousands, if not millions of people worldwide with no cure in sight. Chronic Lyricosis is a person's inability to identify and correctly sing lyrics to well known songs. I want to stress that these people are mentally intact and need our patience and we must remember to be respectful.
My own sister has been heard belting out "Now bring us the friggin' pudding" instead of figgy pudding throughout her childhood when singing "We Wish You a Merry Christmas". Sadly she is not the only one affected. Our neighbor can be heard singing ABBA's "Dancing Queen" as "young and sweet like a tangerine". My brother thought "Sweet dreams were made of cheese" for years. It's such a shame when I hear "Living On A Prayer" changed to "living on a prairie" by my father.
Devastating as this disorder can be, we must remain kind and support these poor souls. Love, understanding, and acceptance are what we all need in the world. So when you hear someone singing Bob Dylan "These ants are my friends, they're blowing in the wind", remember to be kind. They don't have the same lyrical discernment that you and I have.
Hats in a thinking stance ready to shape the head
Proof of the mind’s wearer
Letting the outside self be read
Keeps fault with the message bearer
Farthest from title the given name
Self that no pity sows
Was maker of one semblance same
Quiet title no one knows
Poor hat! Detail telling one mark
The startled start of the round sewn
Sign to make the yellow lark
Sing the lost wound gown
With one set sign the wearer torn
Takes the message never born